"...My life is ruined! I can't believe how stupid I was to let myself get taped for Rick. I should have known he was up to no good. The only good thing that came out of it is my instant overnight fame and my stupid tv show is getting excellent ratings. I look like a porn star in that sex video. I didn't realize what a slut I am until I had to hear it from millions of people around the world. Even men in China know how I have sex. It's one thing to take tasteful photos of yourself butt naked, but to be in a sex video with your ex boyfriend is a whole new ballgame. I am so lucky I have millions of dollars. Thank god for the Hilton Hotel Empire. But now I see what people mean when they say money can't buy you happiness... although I just love these Gucci bags I bought in L.A. I guess all I am is a selfish self-centerred spoiled brat who can get over anything with a credit card and a shopping spree to all my favorite designer shops- Oh how I love Gucci! My favorite has to be Gucci! Don't I look so hot in these white panties! I was searching Google to see just how many websites talk about me and I found many sites with my sex video!!!! Just to name a few: Celeb Theater, Celebrity Nude Movie, Nude Celebrities Archive, True Celebs, Sex Movies Portal, Secret Celeb, Roger Celeb. They all have my xxx sex porn video on their sites."
#posted by Paris Hilton fan
Despite all the reports of Paris' years of partying, preening, punching and drinking, her parents let her do what she wants. But her family is devastated over the release of the sex video. Despite her image Paris is not that brazen in real life and she is mortified that she is on the internet performomg shocking sex acts.
Paris always downplays her party girl image. "People think I'm just this party-girl," she told Vanity Fair in 2000. Sean "P.Diddy aka Puff Daddy" Combs a Paris party pal agrees, sort of : "She's a nice girl. Everybody has their little sex videos.