Hotel chain heiress Paris Hilton says she can't bear to watch the infamous film tape of her having sex with ex-boyfriend Rick Salomon.
Her lawyers are threatening to sue anyone who distributes the X-rated sex video but it has been seen by millions on the internet.
"I haven't seen the tape yet," Hilton says in the new issue of Us Weekly, when asked about the three-minute clip. "I don't want to."
The 22-year-old says the scandal has left her "just so embarrassed."
"I can't walk the streets," she said. "It's too embarrassing. I don't want to go out anymore. I don't want to party. This has really made me think about changes I want to make."
Paris Hilton spoke with an Us Weekly reporter during a plane ride from Australia where she was when the so-called Tapegate story broke.
Her sister Nicky defended Paris, saying: "She was young and she made a mistake. Who hasn't?"